Prayer

Be very persistent, don’t think or do it for only 4 minutes then forget about it, think about it as often as possible, even though this seems like over kill, from the time you wake up until you go to bed, PRAY! Pray to your father like your talking to your best friend, take to him like he’s your daddy who loves you, and don’t make it ritualistic or weird or awkward. Tell him you don’t know where to start or how to do it, but you’re tired of living like this. You don’t know the first step in this who god/Jesus thing but you know there’s something more and better. The third thing is read the bible, because there is no better way if you truly want to know what god has to say he can speak through the bible to you. And when you’re praying do not expect to hear an auditable version of gods voice. Just pray out loud and continuously add to your thoughts and think and think and think and soon he will reveal the answers you are looking for. The three things are, prayer, bible, and be persistent about praying and seeking god.